The Big 3-0!

The day is almost over and I can't believe how fortunate I am. I used to dread this day. The big 3-0. Plans have been made on the summit of this day. And when my bubble shattered into pieces, it seemed difficult to pick and combine the pieces altogether. Now, as I look back, I couldn't help but smile. Yes, there are moments when my heart cringes as I recall the bittersweet memories but now, I could say that I'm getting there. I really am getting there.

This feat would not have been imaginable without my dear friends. People who have been in and out of my life for the past two years and helped me stand up and suck it all up. They were the people kept me sanity in check, may it be in a big way or not. Mentioning everyone would be a difficult task because I know I may forget one and that wouldn't be good. And though most of them wouldn't even have any idea of what I've written about them, I know that in their hearts they know that they will be valued by moi.

And as my cyber-celebration comes to an end, I pay tribute to the people who drove my soul. So thank you guys (kraft pips-quality and mfg group, bbs, the nasugbu crew, medix pinoys, dolor brood and kada 5ngko!) The big 3-0 wouldn't have been possible without you.

Drive My Soul - Lights

Seems somebody put out the moon
Now the road is a mine field
I cant follow the way she moves
I cant see past the shadow
You make the darkness disappear
I feel found when you stay near
I know where I am when you are here.
My way becomes so clear

When you are gone
Will I lose control?
You are the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?

Seems somebody burned out the signs
I can't expect the hard curves
There is no borders
There are no lines
How can I know where to turn?
You make the street lights reappear
I feel bright when you stand near
I know what I am when you are here
My place becomes so clear

When you are gone
Will I lose control?
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive me soul?

Will I lose control?
You're the only road that I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?
Drive my soul

When you're gone
Will I lose control?
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
When you're gone
Will I lose control?
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?

Guys, this song is for you!