On the 24th (wee hours of the morning that is), had a surprising conversation from my "happy place" and a colleague. And I just can't seem to shake it off. I think he was making a pass of some sort on me. I don't know. I just got numb. And all this other guy was telling me is that I'm so "manhid" that I don't even recognize what he was saying. If those were efforts, I don't know what to think of it. Guess I'm still pretty scared. I just wish I knew what to do but other hand, I don't think I want to do anything about it because things will become even more complicated. Haaay life. Just when you think you're ready to shift gears, a sharp turn catches you off guard and gets you out of the road.